Its always late at night, it seems, that I start to feel down on myself.
This journey is emotional, and spiritual. And the most important things I've learned are that
1. There is no such thing as an easy Brick Wall. There is no such thing as climbing the mountain, pursuing the dream, without it being hard now and again. Maybe hard is the wrong word. Maybe "challenge" is a better choice.
2. I am no one but myself. The decisions I make are my own, which is a different issue from recieving support. Thankfully, my loving family and my wonderful friends are always there in support- though I try not to make it apparent how badly needed it can be at times.
3. The sky was blue then. The sky is blue now. As a storyteller, an artist, a young person seeking life and love and security, there is only hope if I allow there to be hope- and without hope, we have nothing left. The term "blue sky" can apply to life as well as the creative process.
If you're planning on showing up, as always, bring lots and lots of blank paper!
